Well well, there's definitely some truth in the title on this post here... I will be home for Christmas, will be celebrating it at home, alone sighhzzz..... I have no life *sob*sob* =p

Seriously, what do people do when their unmotivated? I, myself am supposed to be studying but seems like there's just no 'drive' in me to pick up my books & read or even flip, or maybe to even touch it. Makes me wonder, how do people get motivated to study? Yes I know, the degrees, masters, your future bla bla bla but from what I have seen, it's not everything. A man can do wonders even if they do not have a degree, in which most of these people ( for example Bill Gates, Einstein) succeeded in making history. Yup, there I go again, what am I supposed to be doing -> studying & what am I doing now -> thinking about irrelevant stuffs =(... I'm just bored, can't blame me hehe =p

Just the other day, a friend was relating to me on why we study so much, in the end we will die & what is the purpose of it & there's really n point to anything. Although i comforted her & told her that there is purpose & all (she was stressed from studying =p) but on the other hand, it hit me.. What is the purpose actually? All my life, the only thing i can remember is study, study, study. To tell you the truth, not one childhood memory is clear in my head now. It feels like a section of my life was wiped out as I entered school. I know it's bad to think like this cause it contradicts on what I told my friend but I couldn't help it. I'm sure most of us will think of these stuffs at one point of life. Well as I was saying, we study study study, then we come out & work until we're 50+ then we "might" retire but for some unlucky ones, they don't even have a chance to enjoy a retired life. To me, retiring is a point in life where we feel like we accomplished our goals & all there's left is to enjoy life & spend it with the people we love but for those unlucky one's who's life ends before that, it's kind of pitiful. All our life we've been working our asses of, & there's barely a single moment in the middle that we enjoy a thing called life. It's either in the beginning where we don't remember anything, or the end where some people don;t even get to reach. Somehow I feel, whether is there a purpose to the things that we do. Well guess it's too emo here already haha but for those who's reading, tell me, what do you think? How do you feel? I'm sure that most of you have your own point of views & I would love it if you could share it with me.

Regarding the LRT incident that happened the past few days, I bet a lot of people may be traumatized or even scared now, hence the conversation below....

Son: Mum, I'm scared to go on the LRT now..
Mum: Why son?
Son: Because of the LRT incident that happened just a few days back.. Didn't you read about it?
Mum: Oh yeah.. So what do you propose you do?
Son: Well, I was kinda hoping that you would buy me a car to go to college. At least it will be much safer considering I will be driving myself, not leaving my life at the risk of another driver..
Mum: Sure, why not.. Your safety is the most important thing in the world now......

If only all mothers are like this, the world of sons will be a better place..........

Well, my birthday just came & went. To those who wish to see the pics, please be patient as I need time to collect pics from my friends too hehe =)... Well, college has started & it's just for 7 weeks & this semester's exam only has 1 which is only for 30 minutes, 30 objective questions. A bit dumb right?? Well, the surprise party was great or should I say superb hehe oh by the way, thanks a lot to those who came. You really made this birthday the best ever. Sighh do you know what birthday present is the best present in the world, if not only for me but everyone else? To be able to celebrate it with the person we love. True enough I celebrated with everyone else & especially with my parents but most of all, I wanted to celebrate it with "you". Well, even if I did not get it but on the bright side, there's loads of birthdays to come so there's definitely a chance so I'm kinda lookin forward to it =)...

Finally, it is the last day. Thank god accounts wasn't too tough. Actually, it was quite easy (minus the theory =p). After exams, I followed my friends to their after semester ritual, a makan at Gilly's (I think thats how its spelled) Cafe. Hmmm, I know, I might sound like a "katak dibawah tempurung" but the food there isn't really too bad. No seriously, it is quite good, except for the waiting part haha. Phew, I managed to survive my exams (except for CNI) & I hopefully pass all of them, wish me luck =). Now, for my holidays, my main job is to rot at home & eat ice cream everyday till I feel sickly sick hehe =). There is seriously nothing much to do, unless there's something on together with my college mates. Guess holidays when your in college are like that huh (for some people hehe=p) Anyways, wanna go have my dinner first. Ciaoz..

I tell you, today was the worst exam day I have ever had ever since I discovered the word "exams". Basically, to cut it short, my CNI (Computer Networking Infrastructure) is screwed up. at first yeah, ok, I was kind of ready. So I walk in to the exam, sat down, fliped the piece of paper, lo & behold, my mind went blank...... It's like somebody practically sucked out every single thing I studied & i basically relied on sheer luck on the objectives, a lot of hard thinking, & .... a cracked brain to do it. This has gotta be my worst day ever & I hope I would never have to go through this again. =(