Ok, I am so completely SICK of people telling me that I'm childish. That is just the last straw! Why do you guys care anyway. It's my life, my own character & I love it! Before you even tell people that, go stare at yourself in the mirror first damn it. Nobody ASKED for your opinion. And hey, I don't need to change for the likes of people like you, I would never change. If you don't like it, you can go rot in Hell for all I care. Why should you be friends with me at all if you don't like it! Heck, for people like you who can't even see past what I am before judging me like this, just go to Hell!
Well well, there's definitely some truth in the title on this post here... I will be home for Christmas, will be celebrating it at home, alone sighhzzz..... I have no life *sob*sob* =p
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Seriously, what do people do when their unmotivated? I, myself am supposed to be studying but seems like there's just no 'drive' in me to pick up my books & read or even flip, or maybe to even touch it. Makes me wonder, how do people get motivated to study? Yes I know, the degrees, masters, your future bla bla bla but from what I have seen, it's not everything. A man can do wonders even if they do not have a degree, in which most of these people ( for example Bill Gates, Einstein) succeeded in making history. Yup, there I go again, what am I supposed to be doing -> studying & what am I doing now -> thinking about irrelevant stuffs =(... I'm just bored, can't blame me hehe =p
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Just the other day, a friend was relating to me on why we study so much, in the end we will die & what is the purpose of it & there's really n point to anything. Although i comforted her & told her that there is purpose & all (she was stressed from studying =p) but on the other hand, it hit me.. What is the purpose actually? All my life, the only thing i can remember is study, study, study. To tell you the truth, not one childhood memory is clear in my head now. It feels like a section of my life was wiped out as I entered school. I know it's bad to think like this cause it contradicts on what I told my friend but I couldn't help it. I'm sure most of us will think of these stuffs at one point of life. Well as I was saying, we study study study, then we come out & work until we're 50+ then we "might" retire but for some unlucky ones, they don't even have a chance to enjoy a retired life. To me, retiring is a point in life where we feel like we accomplished our goals & all there's left is to enjoy life & spend it with the people we love but for those unlucky one's who's life ends before that, it's kind of pitiful. All our life we've been working our asses of, & there's barely a single moment in the middle that we enjoy a thing called life. It's either in the beginning where we don't remember anything, or the end where some people don;t even get to reach. Somehow I feel, whether is there a purpose to the things that we do. Well guess it's too emo here already haha but for those who's reading, tell me, what do you think? How do you feel? I'm sure that most of you have your own point of views & I would love it if you could share it with me.
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